Be a Rockstar or Be With One?

"In another life, I'd like to think that I'd be a rockstar's girlfriend in the front row, my eyeliner smudged, his jacket over my shoulders. I'd be at every rehearsal stealing his whiskey, writing songs at 2 AM. And some nights I'd be on stage too singing with him, living that reckless all or nothing rockstar life right beside him. Pure passion. Pure chaos," -Words by Asya

What makes me ask myself this question from time to time? The aesthetic? The music? I've always liked rock music and loved the outfits and vibe. My favorite colors are black and red, and I tend to associate rock with those colors. I love boots and leather jackets, and have many in my wardrobe. I love the fashion, and wish I could make it my whole wardobe, but right now I only have bits and pieces and nowhere to wear it. I wanted to learn how to play the drums, but just never did, and the thought of learning how to play in a drummers lap has always seemed appealing...for some reason. Do I want to be shown off or do I want to be the one giving a show?

There's nothing I want more than to have a musician boyfriend, being one of the first people to listen to his music, being his inspiration...his muse, but I also want to be both the rockstar & rockstar girlfriend soooo...